It could be argued that it is pointless (or even worse) for an artist to do a cover song of someone else’s song unless you can sing or play it better or add something pleasantly unique. Well if you ever listen to the original you will see that this is not the case. So why did I bother covering this song? Well because the words move me. It described me. I can relate to it so perfectly. Besides, it was a fun challenge to learn to sing it well and play that new arpeggiated picking pattern.
I’d warrant that Alexi wrote this for himself as he understands what it is like to feel lost and hurting and endlessly distracting yourself from the pain in your heart.
There is something beautiful in feeling that pain, recognizing the struggle we are all in and just being honest with and having compassion on ourselves.
So here’s my cover of Alexi’s poignant song:
So today I wrote a song for you
Cause a day can get so long
And I know it’s hard to make it through
When you say there’s something wrongSo I’m trying to put it right
Cause I want to love you with my heart
All this trying has made me tired
And I don’t know even where to startMaybe that’s a start
For you know it’s a simple game
That you play filling up your head with rain
And you know you’ve been hiding from your pain
In the way, in the way you say your nameAnd I see you
Hiding your face in your hands
Flying so you won’t land
You think no one understands
No one understandsSo you hunch your shoulders and you shake your head
And your throat is aching but you swear
No one hurts you, nothing could be sad
Anyway you’re not here enough to careAnd you’re so tired you don’t sleep at night
As your heart is trying to mend
You keep it quiet but you think you might
Disappear before the endAnd it’s strange how you cannot find
Any strength to even try
To find a voice to speak your mind
When you do, all you wanna do is cryWell maybe you should cry
And I see you hiding your face in your hands
Talking ’bout far-away lands
You think no one understands
Listen to my handsAnd all of this life
Moves around you
For all that you claim
You’re standing still
You are moving too
You are moving too
You are moving too
I will move with you
And you really should hear Alexi Murdoch sing it: